About Me Ramble

I like lemon iced tea. I like smelling good. Animals make me more happy than most people. But the people I love mean more to me than anything. I check the shower for murderers every time I use the bathroom. I don't know what I would do if I found one. I like to make boring things pretty. I'm craftier in my head than I am with my hands. I've superglued my hands together and to other things more times than I'd like to admit. I seriously dislike not having nail polish on. It bothers me if I'm not wearing any. Or if it chips. I'm completely fascinated and borderline obsessed with science fiction: parallel universes, space, time travel, conspiracy theories... I have a lot of clothes, but I never have anything to wear. I have an abundance of sweatpants and stretchy pants. I think I have ruined wearing jeans for myself. I also have multiple pairs of fleece pajama pants. They're awesome. My life is a constant struggle between wanting long and short hair. It's such a hard choice. I also have the same problem with short or long nails. I'm pretty sure I perfected the art of recreational sleeping. People who say sleep is a waste of time or say they don't like it, don't know what life is. I enjoy casual bike rides. With the wind breezing through my hair and my legs burning from exertion. It's relaxing. Little things mean a lot to me. When I look at the night sky and see all the stars, I'm always amazed. I just looked around my room and am a little embarrassed of the amount of zebra print items I have. But not really. They're awesome. Stretching my legs always makes a part of my heart light up. Except when I get charliehorses. But that doesn't happen much anymore. It used to a lot. When I was younger, I would wake up screaming during the night in pain and my dad would rub the knots out. One time I had about 8 charliehorses while in the middle of the pool. I could have easily drowned. I have to physically force myself to do something with my hair on a daily basis. Sometimes I don't win. Throwing it in a bun is so much easier. I have super thick, easily-knotted hair. I used to cry getting it brushed. Sometimes I get angry brushing it. Combs are not an option. Ever. I have a strange habit of forgetting words. Like really basic words. I don't know why. I will end up describing the meaning to people to figure out what it was and they think it's weird I couldn't remember such an everyday word. I think I remember things more than the average person. Sometimes time flies and it all blends together, but I remember details. Aging is no lie. I can really see and feel changes in my body, skin, energy, etc. and I'm only 24. I'm terrified of wrinkles. I trip a lot. Over everything AND nothing.