A little about me

I make a lot of posts that tend to stay on track, so here's an unstructured one because my mind is all over the place. I try to always make everything make sense. But this time, let's not. Let's go with whatever comes to mind.

I don't like chocolate milk. Only sometimes. I don't like chocolate ice cream. Ever. I don't usually like chocolate cake. But sometimes I do. Silent laughing freaks me out. But when I laugh really hard, I don't make any sounds but a hissing noise. I love stretching my legs. When I am especially anxious, I pop/crack my right shoulder. I don't usually realize it until I'm doing it. For some reason my right shoulder pops easy. So does my left ear. I get very anxious when I don't have control over a situation. I'm obsessed with science fiction, parallel universes, space,  and the general idea that life isn't what we think it is. You can find me thinking and researching possibilities at 2 am. I hate wearing my night retainers, but I do most days anyway. My teeth cost me enough. I want my dentist to be proud of me. It's weird. I water floss every night and never miss a day no matter what. I will do my full makeup over doing anything with my hair any day. Doing my hair annoys me. I wish it looked nice without work. Wearing it in buns gives me headaches. I have a lot of hair. I shed a lot, too. I somehow got in the habit of plucking my leg hair. I try not to, but if I miss some hairs shaving, I do. I would love laser hair removal some day. Shaving is annoying. I also would love lasik. I'm kind of blind. Not near sided or far sided. Astigmatism. So everything is blurry all the time. I'm supposed to wear my glasses, but I rarely do. Unless I HAVE to see like in school or reading. It's then when I realize how blind I am. Seeing is cool. Dirty glasses that never stay clean aren't. Contacts don't work well for me. The ones they gave me kept sliding around and people thought I was rolling my eyes at them. The other pair they gave me clung to my eyeballs. And they're expensive. I don't like wearing pants that aren't pajama pants or sweatpants. It's a bad habit I've gotten into. I drink water like it's going out of style. It's my preferred drink of choice. Next is white milk. Sometimes I get on white milk kicks. I try not to drink much pop ever. But I do like mountain dew, root beer/cream soda, vanilla coke, regular coke...pepsi is disgusting. I literally can't stand it. I like raspberry and lemon ice tea. I love this coconut pineapple water they have at wal-mart. I don't like when people call pop soda. Or when they make fun of people who call it pop. Or when they make fun of the way midwesterners talk. We don't talk different than others. Maybe hicks, but the vast majority of us are not hicks. But I do like cheese. But who doesn't? Cheese is delicious.

I think I'll end it there or else I may end up blabbing on forever. I tend to do that. Except in person I'm pretty shy. Unless I get to know you, then you're like "omg shut up Steph, you are weird" hahah